Confused

August 24, 2008 at 5:03 am (along the way..) (, )

Staying home during the weekend makes me live in boredom. Where is your husband?? He suppose to be with you all the time. Oh..how should I answer that? I also not sure whether it’s my fault or his. We are married but not staying together like the others.

I always wanted to be with him. The first 3 to 4 months is not a problem for me to go back to his hometown every week. I don’t see any changes. Maybe I pampered him too much. He’s not suppose to be like that.. As a husband, you need to take care of your wife.

I don’t want to quit my job because I’m the one who take care of myself, not you! You cannot force me to quit. What will I get if I quit? What’s in it for me?? You cannot even prove me that you can fulfill the needs. I don’t want you to give me everything that I want, I just want everything that we need.

Things get harder for us. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you. I just can’t stand the way you treat me. Even it is on the phone. Grumbler.

Sometimes, whenever I am alone, I keep on thinking about my future, my marriage, my family and myself. Should I leave him or should I give him another chance? I can take care of myself, but still I need somebody, someone to talk to, to share my thought, to love and be loved.

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